Malls

I hate shopping without your own money, car/ride, and time. Just don't do it. Simple as that.

Friday May 28, 2010

Today was an exceptional day. They had the court yard thing today at school and i wsh I had sung. I got like a c in biology, I didn't finish my math homework so I got a bad grade, then toni wasn't in 3rd period. :/ Fourth period is just plain terrible. Right now, the words of one person is the only cure to this. To bad that person lives on the other side of the globe. I really hate how you really love someone and really care for someone, and they don't feel the same way. But thing is is that this happens to me with EVERY SINGLE person that walks into your life. They just wanna be friends. :/ Sigh, life is a challenge. Then everyone around me has people falling at there nee's . I don't know. I could really use some sleep right about though. Sleeep is the cure for everything it seems like. In my dreams, the love of my life is in my arms starring me in the eyes, But in reality, it's a different story.

You Put The Happy In My Ness

Intangible my love,
So far from my touch.
I dream about you,
you in my arms.
Me holding you tight.
Interrupted by realization.
your not there.
You will never be.
or will you?
Strange love I have for you.
If you are actually there.
My love, so far.
Come here,
to feel your touch,
smell your scent,
to be in your presences.
All I wanted.
Then again,
interupted by realization.
What am I to do about this?
These feelings,
are they not meant to be?
Are we not meant to be.
What is this I've gotten myself into.
This pain then love then pain again.
Your all thats on my mind.
your mystery.
My mind
my feelings
the lies
the truth
a voyage
to solve
the mystery
of this love.
Will it be solved.
Or will it sit. And await.